Warning: It's a rant, don't like then don't read.
First rant: My sister. I love her of course, (i just don't feel it as often as i used to) it's just that I've lost all respect for her. Can't she just tell me to do stuff nicely and not like she's going to murder me if I don't do what she says? It's downright annoying and maybe I wouldn't feel this way if she doesn't feel like she's my mother all the time.
And HONESTLY , would it KILL her to say thanks after she tells me to do something? It's not that hard. "Thank you". It's like I'm not even her sister anymore and don't say I'm overreacting BECAUSE I'M NOT.
Second rant: A "friend". I've been avoiding her online all summer. I know I shouldn't hold grudges for what she always did, but I can't help it. And I'm too much of a chicken to tell her straight out that she's not treating me like a friend, but like a tool to hang out with whenever her "popular" friends don't want to. Are you that desperate to have someone with you?
Please, please, spare me the agony and ditch me already. As much as I dislike you, I don't want to hurt your feelings, so I will never be able to flat out ditch you. Sure, I guess I stopped hanging out with you during the last few days of school last school year, but you still cling onto me.
And as much as I repeatedly said to some certain people that I hate you, I don't. I could never hate anyone, even you. I just dislike you very, very, very much. But I still seemingly care about you. But please just leave me alone already.
Third rant: I can't help but feel really, really mad whenever someone gets upset at anything I decide on. Please, it's my life, and I can do whatever I want with it. I'm not talking about grades or whatever, because I can understand if someone gets mad or disappointed at me if I get a bad grade. But if it's anything else, please, just respect my decision.
And I really hate it if someone refuses to speak to me because of aforementioned decisions. I mean, SERIOUSLY? I used to be afraid of doing something I want to do because I don't want to lose anyone. Well, I'm trying not to be a pushover anymore and I'm putting my foot down. If you don't respect what I want, fine, do what you want.
Don't get mad at me, or upset, or any other negative emotion at me for doing something I want. Can't you just respect my decisions?
But I'll never get mad at you because you don't respect my decisions. Except when you get mad at me. Because I find it totally unfair.
Fourth: A message to three certain people. Not exactly a rant. But whatever. You know who you guys are.
I just wanna say I love you guys so, so, so much. Because whenever I don't have the strength to hide my sadness, you always try to pick me right back up. We always have so much fun, especially whenever we're all together, and I really love that.
And though you all have a few certain traits that I sometimes really can't stand (nobody's perfect, so I deal with those traits. Besides, I know I have my own annoying traits too), you guys are perfect.
You are the true-est friends I ever got. And one day we will all get together in real life. Muahaha.
The end, just had to let that out.
Now if you'll excuse me, I'm gonna go hunt for some chocolates.